I hate being fucking alone in my apartment.

Seriously. My week was fucked up.
Besides the stupid stuff. I’m starting to take ken po classes. Im convinced ken po saved my life. Also I’m thinking about choir.. I’m learning a few songs. Next Tuesday I sart a program for at risk youth at Belmont. Yay!! I get to hang out with all the girls on probation :|

Next week should be better. I’m going to stand up for myself. I don’t know how great that will work out either.

Some kids are really jacked up… Seriously. I feel sorry.
If you find yourself reading this, guard your heart closely. The last thing you want is to become any more numb.

Xxx